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Cambios (transfers). Written February 16, 2015
Left to Right Hermana Aguilar my new comp, Hermana Bronson my BFF from the CCM, me, Hermana Bronson's new comp |
Hermana Ball
Monday, February 9, 2015
Well I finally made it through training. I can’t believe I
have been gone 4 months!!! So the change is this Wednesday, we don’t figure out
who is staying and who is leaving till Tuesday some time. But it’s pretty set that
Hermana Escobar is leaving, which is so scary for me because I will be in
charge of telling my new comp about all the investigators. I will have to know
all their names and the streets and where they live. I don’t know, it just
freaks me out. I know how to get around but trying to explain where people live
on the paper work we have to do is so hard because no one has a set address - three
houses past the big mango tree with the cows out front and a green fence – that’s
the address, haha oh Paraguay....
Random thought: I have been meaning to share that I love this
about Paraguay. Everything is made in PARAGUAY. It’s so cool. If you buy milk,
eggs, a notebook, or a pen all of it says industrial Paraguay on the back or
made in Paraguay.
Ok so about this week. We had lots of little milagros (miracles), as
always we found some really amazing people. We also had a Capacitación de
zona!!! I liked it because I learned a lot, but I really hate putting all our
numbers up on the board. After you put them up and say your goals all the district
leaders start raising their hands and hounding you about why your numbers where
low and what are you going to do better. Lots of times we don’t know - we are
trying our best. “What are your plans to have more people at church?” ummmmm Invite
more people, call them on Sundays, no se... We are already doing both those
things but in the end its their choice if they want to come or not. But they
talked a lot about baptisms in our area of South America. Our mission is third
in most baptisms. We had like 1400 mas o menos (more or less). It was crazy. It
said each missionary baptized 7.5 people. So that got us all pumped up about
asking people to be baptized. I think that I really needed it. I have become
kind of shy about asking people to be baptized. It’s hard not to feel like a
freak coming into someone’s home for the first time and asking them to join
your church if you look at it like that.... which is how I was.
So then Friday after the capacitación the sister training
leaders came for exchanges and it was really great. We talked about what
happens if people aren’t baptized, what blessings they will miss out on. I went
with Hermana Jeppeson. She goes home this change so she was kind of trunky.
haha In that regard it was kind of hard being with her, but I learned so much
about our authority to invite people to follow the example of jesucristo (Jesus
Christ) and be baptized in his church. The reason we ask people so soon is to
find their doubt and to see if they are going to progress. The thing is, we can
visit people all day long but we aren’t visiting teachers. We’re missionaries
here to baptize and to take the gospel to these people. Lots of people will
listen, everyone here will listen, but everyone won’t be baptized. It’s really
hard weeding out who will and won’t. There is one lady I love, she is so sweet,
and Hermana Escobar went to her with Hermana Jorgenson. Of course they invited
her and she said no and all these things about how she loves the missionaries.
Hermana Jorgenson said I wouldn’t go back to her. She just wants best friends.
She doesn’t want to change. The question is does anyone here want to change? They
see us as just nice girls dedicated to talking about Jesus, or they see us as
people wanting to change their religion. Neither is true. We are here to help
them to know the true and everlasting gospel, to find the conditions and the manera
(way) to obtain eternal life!
So with all that in mind we went about this week boldly
inviting and teaching the gospel with 5 great people saying si o si I will be
at church two with fecha (baptism date). Sunday comes and no one is there, not
even Justina. I was crushed. Its hard. Every week your faith grows in these
people and then they don’t do this thing, which I know is lots to ask, to get
up early and come to church. But it’s also a little thing that is going to change
their whole life!!!!
Sunday night we visited a family with lots of asistencia and
we invited them to be baptized. I think they have lots of desire. They said
they will pray as a family. Their names are Maria and Hector. I hope they
decide to be baptized because, honestly, they are great.
Oh, I forgot it was my turn to give the talk this week in
sacrament. I was so scared. I went without a written script. Last time I had
word for word written down and I just read, but this time I shared some
scriptures and talked about oración (prayer). It was great. I don’t think they
all understood, but I hope they felt my testimony. That’s what I said in the
beginning. I just hope they could feel
that I knew what I was saying is true. That’s what I am going to leave you with,
a shorten version of my talk.
I know God wants so badly to hear from you in times of joy
and pain. When he answers your prayers immediately thank him. The line I love
from True to the Faith said “kneel and pour out your heart to the Lord for the
things you need and then do all you can in your power to make these things
happen”. When I first started this whole thing I just studied and studied and
honestly I didn’t pray for Heavenly Father’s help learning Spanish. I just
figured he knew I needed it and I didn’t want to ask without putting in what I
had first. But then I was humbled and realized that you need both to pray with
all your heart and then practice and practice and practice. I know I still have
a lot to learn but I never would have known all I know without the Lord. When I
said that part about I obviously need to practice more they kind of laughed
because it’s true. I don’t speak perfect but the fact that I can speak Spanish
at all is a HUGE miracle in my life and a direct answer to my prayers. I love
what Alma 37:36-37 says about prayer. “Yea, and cry unto God for all thy
support; yea, let all thy doings be unto the Lord, and whithersoever thou goest
let it be in the Lord; yea, let all thy thoughts be directed unto the Lord;
yea, let the affections of thy heart be placed upon the Lord forever. (37) Counsel with the Lord in all thy doings,
and he will direct thee for good; yea, when thou liest down at night lie down
unto the Lord, that he may watch over you in your sleep; and when thou risest
in the morning let thy heart be full of thanks unto God; and if ye do these
things ye shall be lifted up at the last day.
I love you all so much. I hope that you can feel my prayers
I make for each of you daily. Gracias por el apoyo.
Hermana Ball!!!
Monday, February 2, 2015
It's the little things that count
This is Hermana Escobar and me with our Christmas tree of gratitude Ali's mom sent us!! |
This week was really hard, like I said in my last week’s
letter, we had to go to Asuncion Monday which really wears you out. So all day Tuesday
we just felt tired and sick. Also it was really hot this week. We met some really
great people, we met a family. It’s a young married couple, yeah they are
married!!! This is a big deal. Often people aren’t married or they are still
married to someone else and getting divorced is really expensive, so lots of
missionaries have this problem here. But they are married and they have a sweet
little baby. They were both really nice and welcoming. I have a lot of
esperanza (hope) for them. Oh, they also have a motorcycle so they could get
themselves to church!!! but they didn’t come this Sunday. I still have faith in
them.
So we were planning on heading back to Asuncion Thursday
because that’s what the office elders told us but then Tuesday night we get a
call at 9:30 saying we needed to be in Asuncion at 9:30 Wednesday. So another
sleepless night and a long bumpy three and a half hour bus ride to Asuncion. We
learned that depending on the driver is how fast you get there because we made
it there almost an hour faster than we did Monday. So we had extra time. We
just slept in the terminal and then went to the office. It was great seeing
Hermana Rozsa and Hermana Richards and Elder Evans all from my batch. Everything
went smoothly at immigration so hopefully they won’t need me again for 6
months. Then we ate a real pizza at pizza hut. It was 30 mil which killed me. It wasn’t even full size. I don’t know why,
it seemed like a ton! I usually spend like 90 mil for my groceries for a whole
week but then I had to remember 4 mil is a dollar so it was like 8 dollars..
but it was sooo good to have real pizza!!
Anyway we got home pretty late and studied and that was all
for Wednesday. So then our sleep just never got back on track. I hate waking up
every day feeling tired and sick. So this week was really just kind of the worst,
but I did have a miracle. Monday when we got back it was too late to buy
something from a bakery for district reunion and I was too cheap to buy it from
the main grocery store, its way over-priced, and by over-priced, haha it’s like
2 dollars but again my sense of money is kind of skewed. I bought stuff to make
chocolate chip cookies and I have made them before but they came out kind of
weird so I changed the recipe a little and the batter looked so weird and I was
so tired at this point, I just kept praying and praying they would work out
because we needed something to take to the elders. They are always making fun
of us because they think they cook better than us. It wasn’t even about that. I
just needed something for them, and they turned out so good!!! I was just
crying. I know it was a blessing from God because I made them another day
selfishly for Hermana Escobar and I and they turned out way gross. I know it’s
a way small thing but honestly that was my big indicator this week that
Heavenly Father loves me.
Another thing, I was reading in the Ensign when I was at the
office, we still haven’t received ours for enero (January) and there is a great
article about a man who served in Sterling’s mission. It was such a cool story.
I started crying right there in the office and then president came out. He was
like ahhh are you sisters ok? haha He gave us some candy. He felt so bad we had
to come twice this week. I love him. Did I tell you we are getting a new president
in June?? I don’t want a new president! but I am kind of excited to see the
things that will change. I hope I get to have an interview with this president
before he leaves....
So this is my official last week of training. Our change is
next Wednesday, so we will see if Hermana Escobar is with me another change or
not. Most likely, no. She has been here 3 changes... but I am so scared for her
to leave. I will be in charge of showing my new comp all around and I don’t
know, I am scared about it. I am praying to get someone who doesn’t speak English
so I can have the next change be really hard and full of growth and leave
coronl feeling confident in Spanish. I am on my way but I think that’s what
would really help me so pray I don’t get a North American!!! So ya, the change
is the 11 of February. Pray hard. That’s all I got this week. Sorry I don’t
have more, like I said it was a hard week.
Oh, I forgot to say we didn’t have anyone at church and when
we talked to Justina this week she told us she doesn’t understand why she needs
to be baptized again. She has already done it a lot, but if it’s what God wants,
she will. Also she wants to wait till conference because one of the members
told her at conference was when she received her answer. When she told us this
we wanted to die. Conference isn’t for a while, we told her. But we left her
with the conference talk by Bednar “Come and See”. She said she loved it, so I
hope she can realize going to conference isn’t necessary for her to receive an
answer.
Also one of my first really big Spanish mistakes happened
this week. I was writing the paso de oración in Justinas libro de mormón
because she said she keeps forgetting and I wrote te pedo por....but i meant te
pido por, I ask for, but instead it said I fart for. hahahashh Luckily
Hermana Escobar saw and took it and fixed it. haha Ya, that was way funny. I
just remembered that also pedo is foot in medical terms. Hermana Escobar just
told me. haha Ok, ya that’s all I got this week. Love you all,
Hermana Ball o Vaca pi pu pu
PS: Sorry my spelling is so bad. I am writing on a Spanish
keyboard that is so old and keeps wanting to change all my words to Spanish
words and the keys stick, so ya just forgive me if it’s hard to understand what
I am saying.
Sunday, February 1, 2015
Office Elders! Written Jan. 26, 2015
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